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getting back to my comment a couple entries ago about needing to get… - love like me ・ 日記
non solum memento mori, memento vivere sed etiam
getting back to my comment a couple entries ago about needing to get more normal sleeping habits...

it'd help a lot if i could get used to sleeping alone again. i know Ryan left in december, but after that i went home, where my sister has completely taken over the bedroom that we once shared, and i have the choice of sharing a bed with my brother or sleeping on the couch. guess which i picked.

so now that i'm back, i have great difficulty falling asleep unless i'm completely and utterly exhausted and can't hold my eyes open. there's something about having a warm body next to you while you sleep that is very nice. comforting and pleasant. and next to that, sleeping alone really sucks. enough that i'd rather not sleep, than sleep alone.

and that's what's been happening. and i don't like it. because i like to sleep, and i like to be awake enough to make decent grades so i can keep my damn scholarship so maybe i can fucking graduate. dammit, i didn't read for my women's studies class again. this procrastination thing has really gone too far.
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