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Isn't it odd how I don't seem to post at all when there's nothing bad happening?

The truth is that I really don't feel connected to people on LJ anymore. So while I used to post about every little mundane thing that happened, anymore--hold on, there was just a large crash and meow from the other room. Okay, nothing serious. Anyway. anymore I just don't feel the need to say these things here.

Not that I have any more RL friends than I did, or that I'm actually busy doing things, just... Well, I do know why I feel this way, but I don't feel comfortable discussing it in an unfiltered post, and I doubt I'll be motivated to make another post just to discuss it. I also doubt that anyone would actually care.

But in case anyone actually is curious... I've stopped using AIM because it takes up too many resources on the POS PC I'm currently using, but I can be found on MSN during most waking hours.

I don't know when I'll post again. Probably when and if I feel like it. But that's been the case since the beginning, anyway.
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erisedraine From: erisedraine Date: Wednesday 23rd February 2005 20.35 (UTC) (Link)
I used to feel disconnected from LJ when my friends list was a lot larger. However, it seems to be getting bigger again but I don't really feel that disconnected because I really like everyone on my list.

Your list is smaller than mine, so I'm assuming that's not the problem. Maybe if you found different LJ friends who shared more of the same interests or something? I don't know...

I don't really know what the problem is because your entry is pretty vague but... I hope you work out whatever is bothering you.
valamelmeo From: valamelmeo Date: Thursday 24th February 2005 23.44 (UTC) (Link)
Well, at one point, most of the people on my friends list were people I knew from other places... While I haven't really gained a whole lot of people, I did lose several during my last depressive spell, besides being betrayed by one of those people who had become very important to me (which was what triggered the depressive spell in the first place)...

I suppose I'd rather focus on me right now, rather than find the energy to write about it. We'll see how that goes.
hnpcc From: hnpcc Date: Wednesday 23rd February 2005 21.53 (UTC) (Link)
Cool.. although I like hearing about what's going on and seeing the differences in how education etc works in the US to here.. and work and everything else.

And glad the kitten/cat (well it's kind of inbetweeny now isn't it?) is OK!
valamelmeo From: valamelmeo Date: Thursday 24th February 2005 23.39 (UTC) (Link)
To be honest, not much going on right now. Not that there ever was, just that I'm less inclined to talk about every little thing. It's basically that between working 10-hour days and taking classes, I don't have much energy left over.

And he's not a cat, he's a panther I've had miniaturized!

But seriously, usually what he knocks over just makes noise rather than hurting anything. That loud crash was only an empty 2L soda bottle being knocked into the sink.

He should be a year old now, seeing as we found him last May and he seemed to be about four months old then...