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song AKA "Gohan kicks Cell's ass, but good" ^_~ i really don't have… - love like me ・ 日記
non solum memento mori, memento vivere sed etiam
気持: numb
音楽: Dragonball Z - Unmei no Hi (Destiny's Fire)
song AKA "Gohan kicks Cell's ass, but good" ^_~

i really don't have a whole lot to say, but i'm bored. this is a disturbing trend, where i wake up at an embarrassingly late hour, and then within a few short hours of waking i find myself completely bored because no one's around to talk to. i suppose "Owaranai Hibi" would be a better song for today. it certainly feels like today's never gonna end.

it's not like i have nothing to do; in fact there's lots of stuff that needs to be done. i just don't want to do any of it. last time i did any laundry at all was a month ago, and that was only about a week's worth. i really should dig out my warm-weather clothes and wash them, but i somehow can't motivate myself to. i should also take out the trash that's been piling up here god knows how long, but it seems like too much trouble. but it's not as if i'm doing anything else.

i've finally been able to claw my way out of my post-breakup depression, and the mess in here is a big reminder of just how depressed i was...so i should probably clean it up. but it's been so long that it's rather daunting. plus, every time i try to clean up a bit of it, it ends up looking worse. on the other hand, my mom's coming out to help me move again, and i don't want her to see what sort of squalor i've been living in.

i guess cleaning up in here would be an important statement that i've moved on...as i've been composing this i've grabbed a trash bag and put some stuff in it. it feels good to be getting rid of this mess, but i can't help crying as i do it...as Papa Roach's "Last Resort" comes up...how appropriate.
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